I woke up on a beach. It wasn't hot, nor was it cold and palm trees were all over. Nearby, some kids were splashing in the clear blue waves, and laughing. Suddenly they vanished. I saw a glass goblet next to me, so I decided to grab it, and get a drink. The goblet had my initials etched into the fine glass in a cursive victorian font. I waded into the refreshing water, and dipped the goblet in, as I brought it back up, the water became an orange color. I took a risk, and drank. It was cold, pure juice that tasted of mangoes, pineapples, and oranges. My thirst was quenched, and I got some more to take along, as I walked back to sit and gaze at the horizon.
I smelled a sweet, soft perfume, and looked over, and there she was... a young woman, smiling at me. Her eyes danced as she laughed, maybe amused at my bewildered gaze. As she laughed, her hair changed from brunette, to blonde, to black and auburn as the wind and sun caressed it. She wore a white beach dress. Brushing the hair from her eyes, she spoke, "I'm lady Wisdom. I am with you wherever you go, charting your course before you. I know your thoughts, but I also know your heart. I use discernment to rewire your thoughts to align with your heart. That juice you drank, was from the fruits in which God has harvested through you. The fruits of the Spirit, in which you have inherited, developed, and strengthened in your life. The sea, was the vast love of God, you dipped into."
Bewildered, I looked down, feeling pain from my past choices, attitudes, and the way I treated some people. She continued, "Gordon, you are worthy... you are worthy, Gordon... you are worthy." She repeated this, and I looked into her eyes, and said, "No, no I am NOT." She leaned into me, and kissed me, whispered into my ear, "Yes, yes you are." She then stood up, wings spread out from her dress, and mist came at me, she laughed and said "Follow me, do you want to feel God's love? This is how He feels about you." Water rushed over me, and the neuro-science articles I have read would justify my feelings from a release of endorphins, dopamine, oxytocin, and serotonin, yet I know this was spiritual. Lifting my arms, I shot up out of the water, 20, 50, 100 ft. I flew, and she said "Follow me, find your vessel, and sail!" Boats were everywhere, but somehow I knew which one mine was. It was about 52 ft. with a cabin. It was white, with teak trim, on the back in dark green, cursive font it read Jer. 29:11. I got lower, pulled myself down from the wheel, and as I landed, I saw a big screen. I wondered where the girl was, and on the screen appeared the girl. I wondered where I should sail, and Jamaica came onto the screen. I noticed a pattern, so I then thought of a giraffe, and the funny animal came onto the screen.
She then touched me, and said "That's your mind. As you sail, we will navigate through your mind, as I guide your thoughts and we will both follow your heart, which is here..." She showed me a tablet, with categories, under one file which read "God" It was like an IPAD, but instead of the Apple logo, it was my initials. She grabbed a pen, and started writing... I felt that strange good feeling again, so I laid down. Hebrew words flooded my mind, she said "God told me to write His laws, love, and spirit into your heart. It will dwell in you forever and will grow and widen the seas in which we will sail. You'll enjoy the juice from your fruits, you will reap what your heart has sown for eternity." Eyes closed, I heard the sails raise, flapping in the wind. I immediately felt us rocking and cutting through the water at a good speed. I did not care who was sailing, I trusted the wind, I loved the boat, and I knew I was not alone.
Thoughts and memories rushed through my head, and I heard her reacting both to the good and bad, from monitoring the screens. Some things vanished, others magnified, I couldn't explain what was happening, but I felt dizzy. It was like a brain massage.
Then, music filled the air, the same music in my mind, and I thought "God!" And audibly, the words were in the atmosphere. So I said "pussycat", and sure enough...
As we sailed onward, she said "Sail on, love, your boat has come, God will bless you beyond your wildest dreams, because you are worthy..."
